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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Tuesday, May 24, 4:47 p.m.
music: Paul Okenfold - Cafe Del Mar
mood:
I'm rather sleepy at the moment. Didn't get to bed until pretty late last night. Me and my silly staying awake. I was all flustered. Haha.
So ya, things worked out well. I'm rather pleased right now.
I'm not very pleased about the project we're doing in English...I like going in groups for presentations, but I hate how bossy Nikki is...or more. Not bossy. But she'll get really moody if you don't do what she wants. And if you give out an idea she'll shoot it down or just ignore it completely. It's really quite rude.
She didn't want to do the poem that I thought. She just like rolled her eyes and was like, "It doesn't hold my attention. Too long." and she didn't even read it.
But whatever. It doesn't matter in the end.
I'm really hungry right now, and I want something with flllesh. I'm craving the flesh. Hah.
Me and Ashley hung out for awhile today, that was pretty rad. I like her, we seem to be on the same page about a lot of things. We're both getting kind of worried about Lynneah and Sara. It's hard to watch your friends ruin their lives because there isn't all that much you can do about it that wont distroy the friendship...plus so much of it has to be up to the other people.
Don't really know what else to say, probably seeing Craig again tonight (Eeee!) I'm such a sissy little girl.
But ya, I need sleep. So I must go nap.
I like having this journal thingy again. I got rid of my old one because after awhile they always get ruined somehow.
Maybe I'm just weird.
