w.o.r.d.s.
Wednesday, February 28, 9:24 p.m.
Oh my god.
Do I EVER want a burger.
Or 10.
Sunday, February 25, 8:28 p.m.
So yesterday I went to Vancouver to visit Paula.
It was an interesting trip there in which Sunee's car decided it was a great time to break down due to overheating.
So we break down, find out what the problem is but we can't fix it.
Sunee calls his sister who lives in Surrey, she's luckily in the city with her cousin so they come and pick us all up. I get dropped off at Paula's and Sunee and Sukh get dropped off at some mall.
So Paula and I visited, we chatted and caught up. It was pretty cold outside and it was raining so going outside for anything seemed way, way over rated.
We watched Chronicals of Riddek(sp?) and made fun of Vin Diesels HUUUUGE nose. It's huge. Seriously. And this guys hideous hair. It made me shiver with disgust. So ratlike...and...drippy.
Annnywho,
At like...7:30 or something I got picked up again by Sunee, Sukh and another of Sunee's friends, Gurv (did I spell that right? probably not.)
I was sooo freaking tired I was practically passing out in the back of the car, which was a little difficult because loud techno music was playing.
When I finally did get home I passed out for a few hours then managed to stay up the rest of the night.
Now I have to work tonight.
Friday, February 23, 8:51 a.m.
I totally just saw Harry Potters penis.
I...I don't really know how I should feel about this.
He has rather musculer thighs.
Wednesday, February 21, 9:16 p.m.
So I think I'm getting sick (thanks Sunee!) and my wisdom teeth are still killing me. Lately I haven't been feeling too good.
This morning I was at work until 7.
We were trying to finish and handfolding and stapling job of 1500 news letters. We got to about 1000 and gave up. The other store can either do it or send it back to us (pleeasseee do it yourselves. please!)
I have roughly 1 million papercuts now.
I think I may be getting my hair cut on Friday? At least my sister was talking about us finally doing that as she has to get hers cut too.
But things she says will happen never do.
She's worse at procrastinating than I am.
Tuesday, February 20, 8:07 p.m.
So Paula you're going to have to tell me all about orientation!
I'm excited for you.
I finally got the pictures scanned that I got taken with my sister. Now they will sit around on my computer and be used for msn pictures. Oh yea the joys of working around scanners.
I'm starting to feel rather ill. I think Sunee is infecting me because he's sick. But then again I think most everyone is sick as Grunt (that's his new name) wasn't at work last night. He's promiced to infect me (we'll see about that, no one infects the infector. And I am the infector. ex: art class gr.11)
My wisdom teeth are causing me large amounts of FREAKING PAIN! And I can hardly wear my retainer anymore (BECAUSE OF FREAKIN PAIN!) so I just know my teeth are going to bunch together and having braces will have been a total bust. On the bottom of course, never got them on the top. Which is where I wanted them. Curse the dentists. CURSE THEM!
I don't know if I am covered very well as far as dental goes. Ohhh the joys of responsibility.
Someone wake me up when it's all over.
Sunday, February 18, 10:38 p.m.
So last night I went to Celebrities for Dusty's birthday.
Unfortunately my ride into Vancouver early in the day did not come through so I couldn't go and visit Paula (sorry dear)
But Celebrities was still good fun.
It was basically 50% gay guys and 50% straight girls.
I think that it's the best club to go to if you just want to have a girls night and not worry about pervy guys hitting on you and such.
It was such an amazingly friendly enviroment. There was basically every type of subculture there just dancing and having fun.
People were doing some pretty crazy dances, and it was fun because it just didn't matter what you did, no one was giving out dirty looks.
Plus they played Faster Pussycat Kill which is my song and a techno remix of I Don't Feel Like Dancing <3<3<3
I would definately go again.
That being said, I'm pretty tired today for work. Although I usually am on Sundays.
Oh well, I'll live. And when I see Rod next I'll have to tell him I didn't get any girly action but I did get told I was very sexy by a gay guy...does that mean I look like a dude? And many people complimented me on my corset top.
Good times.
Friday, February 16, 11:27 p.m.
Deepak has been mentioning that there was something screwy with my blog.
I never noticed it or had a problem, but apperantly he was.
And since I had the old layout forever and ever I decided it was time to switch things up.
So.
New layout.
Lovely no?
Thank you blogskins.com
I don't believe that there are comments enabled on this one but I have a shoutbox set up under the tag link.
I've been too lazy to personalize it much but hopefully it works good for everyone.
, 9:40 a.m.
Currently, I feel like my life is just starting to make sense again.
I moved twice in the past year, graduated, left one home (for good?) and made another (sort of).
I met too many new people to keep track of and left behind too many to think of.
I miss everything about Saskatchewan, which is something I never thought I would.
But it seems time and distance have played a trick on me and now all I remember are the good things. I have all these golden memories of a place called home.
One of my favorite movies ever has a quote that says it best to me...
"You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist."
Things are not easy right now. I have a job that will not exist in a few more months. I have an apartment that I cannot afford once my sister and her boyfriend move on (in roughly a year). I have no mode of transportation beyond the city bus or a cab.
But things are good.
I am making friends. Slowly. They don't come as quickly as they did in school. I've learned that you have to really put yourself out there. Place yourself in situations that you're uncomfortable with at first.
Sometimes now I even go out.
I have a boyfriend who is very, very important to me. I've been with him 4 months now and it feels like no time has passed at all, yet it's like I've been with him forever. Sometimes I feel like I really definately do love him, and sometimes I think I might love him. I think it's mostly that sometimes I'm brave enough to admit that I love him and sometimes I'm terrified of making that jump.
I will be going to university in the fall. And I will be working towards the rest of my life in some shape or form.
So now,
Dear Paula,
Things will get better. Someday soon you'll be happy again.
Thursday, February 15, 8:42 a.m.
So yesterday I went to the mall with my sister and I bought Sunee his Valentines Day gift. A Tupac CD (his best of) and a Converse zip up sweater AND the movie Batman Begins. I also got him chocolates from Purdy's and a card with a picture of a very disturbed dog that said "I don't think we should let the dog watch us anymore". I laughed, for days.
He got me a stuffed kitty cat and a box of chocolates that he stuffed into my bag! THAT SECRETIVE DEVIL!
I also bought some new shoes cause my boots are starting to fall apart.
AND two new tops, I call them bar tops. They were bought for the purpose of Celebrities this weekend.
Sensual.
Tomorrow my boss is in. It has been a long time no see and I just KNOW there's gonna be lots of getting getting into for us all. Well...not really cause he always sides with us but lots of shit fan hitting from the other stores.
Those arsefaced boogerbutts.
Yea I said it.
I'm scared to get laid off...
even though it isn't a huge deal cause I can find another shitty min. wage job where I get treated like poo.
Wednesday, February 14, 8:25 a.m.
So this morning when I was leaving work, Sunee showed up with roses and a card and gave me a ride home from work. <3 <3 <3
He's pretty much my favorite person in the world right now.
If I could just find my bus scheduel I could perhaps get the earlier bus and get him something before work.
Working nights, not having a car and living a half hour walk from the closest bus stop bites.
I need a credit card, then I can shop online and never leave my house.
Also, my dear Paula.
Are you 19? If not, when do you turn 19?
Sunday, February 11, 9:40 p.m.
So last night I went to Roosters, a country bar in Maple Ridge.
As much as I don't like country music, and as tired as I was it was pretty fun.
It was for a birthday party. It was nice to get out and actually do something.
Especially since I met a load of new people.
Also, Paula is in Vancouver now! Wooo!
Hey lady, I hope you're having a good time and continue to have a good time. I'll try and visit you as much as possible!
That's really all I've got now.
I have to finish getting ready for work.
:( Buckcherry is playing in Vancouver on Tuesday and I can't go.
Smelly.
Friday, February 9, 10:26 a.m.
I have my home phone all set up.
604-855-7792
Glorious
Monday, February 5, 8:52 p.m.
The idea of seeing my latest cell bill makes me rather ill.
Must...get...land line...
Friday, February 2, 10:10 p.m.
Carly's dad got ahold of me somehow. I guess because I signed the online guest book.
He sent me some pictures from her gr.12 grad sitting and asked me to submit some memories.
I told him how sorry I was for everything.
I told him about the time we made her slip'n'slide into a shitty pool in the summer and sat in it all day.
But I didn't tell him that sometimes I have nightmares.
Where I'm sitting beside her on the swings at Douglas Park.
And we're talking about all the things we should have talked about.
And we're laughing
And rotting, because she's dead there too.
But I still don't think I have the right to feel this way.
Thursday, February 1, 9:58 p.m.
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
sounds like somethin shed do
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
reds mean
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
shes likes my sister
[allie] says:
I'd like to meet this girl.
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
pfff---
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
god no
[allie] says:
Counsil her in the ways
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
ways----
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
pfff
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
your mean
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
seema and red together
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
seema was at skoo on thursday
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
kuz she got a scholroship and she was hangin with some nerds who also got scholorships
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and theyre in commerce
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and the the club office
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and all this stuff
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and shes makin fun of me to my friends
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and red was there later on with me and seema in the same room in the lounge
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
and they look at eachother...smile...then look at me evily
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
those girlies are plannin somethin bad...
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
i fear for my saftey
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
id never let you near them---
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
its not like me and your boy talkin...thats friendly....seema you and red...thatd be bad
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
but secretly i think like you---red is in love with me
deepak ™ 4dayz says:
kuz you both love how im not superficial like most men
[allie] says:
Hahaha that was the most deranged rant ever... POST