w.o.r.d.s.
Monday, December 25, 5:32 p.m.
So another Christmas is done.
It was strange, being away from home this year didn't seem all that weird, and I wasn't all sad.
I had a lot of people around me and it was really fun.
More and more it's seeming like everything is just a natural progression. And even though there are times when I'm lonely and really miss home, I don't feel out of place here.
Yeah, it's taking time to adjust but all in all everything is great and I'm happy with my life.
I'm happy with Sunee and even though I don't do many exciting or crazy things anymore, I'm content.
I really hope everyone has an awsome Christmas, or idog...Deepak...however you spell it.
Saturday, December 23, 10:27 p.m.
So today I opened my rogers phonebill and shit myself.
Not just a little bit either.
I actually thought my heart was going to stop and I was going to die.
It was for $366.86
Yes, that's right. My bill was nearing $400.00's.
So, I got my sister to call Rogers for me, I was too busy hyperventilating and twitching to say much more than SWEET FUCKING CHRIST!
Repeatedly.
Thankfully we got things cleared up. Turns out the dumbass who sold me the phone gave me an Aldergrove number, not an Abbotsford number. So ALL my calls were being billed as roaming calls.
After quite a long fight to get it fixed, by bill dropped down to $42.32
And I got a new phone number.
604.217.3095
Tuesday, December 19, 10:46 p.m.
So I finally went and did some Christmas shopping, I spent like $120 on my sister and I feel like I didn't get her anything reaaally good, or special. I used to get her the coolest stuff but I don't really know where to shop in Abbotsford and finding the time when I'm working nights and don't have a car is not too easy.
Oh well...hopefully something will pop up.
Sigh.
Saturday, December 16, 1:11 p.m.
deepak ™ ---xmas party huzah!!! says:
shes like 18
deepak ™ ---xmas party huzah!!! says:
cmon...im sure like most of her friends have aborted many dead baby things
Thursday, December 14, 9:29 a.m.
Riding the bus home at 6 in the morning.
It's cold and dark.
I'm in an unfamiliar place with unfamiliar people.
And all around me is Christmas "Cheer".
Sometimes I feel like I'm missing so much.
Missing everyone and everything.
But most of all, missing out on my life.
Monday, December 11, 7:10 p.m.
I need a new cellphone and a new mp3 player.
Strange how those things break right around this year...random...glitches. Pfffft.
DEVILS!
Friday, December 8, 8:52 p.m.
I tried to get a flight out to Regina in time for the funeral but the first one I could get was for Sunday.
I'm feeling better now, I've been talking to people (Especially Bunk) and just remembering Carly.
So now I have to get on with my life and go do all the needed Christmas shopping and prepare Sunee for the two seperate occasions when my mom and then my father and his woman are coming to visit.
Since the weekend is finally here I get to sleeeeep. Which is really good because I'm getting sick since I haven't been able to sleep well all week and I just got run down and didn't want to eat much.
Thursday, December 7, 9:49 a.m.
http://www.legacy.com/CAN-Regina/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStoryPrint&PersonID=20185767
Thank you again for telling me Paula.
I found her obit online.
Since I heard from Dylan that she was sick...he just said she had undergone surgery and was in critical condition in the icu section of the hospital, I've been in denial that anything this serious could happen to someone so fast.
Carly and I were really really good friends through elementry school and part way through highschool.
When she went to Campbell things kind of fell apart between us, and I let myself be angry at her instead of salvaging an important friendship.
Now I can't get my mind off the million things I wish I could say to her. I missed hey after she left Balfour, it really hurt me.
But I think I always thought that we'd get past it and be frinds again.
And now she's dead.
And I never got to say anything to her and I never will again.
And I'm so far away from everything that I know right now that I don't know how to handle this.
Rest In Peace Carly Williams
25.04.88 - 05.12.06
I miss you and I always will.
Love,
Allie
Tuesday, December 5, 7:54 p.m.
Carly Williams.
I don't really have much information on the topic.
What the fuck is going on?
People are saying you're dead. I hope that isn't true.
We were best friends from Gr.4 - Gr.9 and that's a lot of time.
It always felt weird that you weren't aroud after that.
That you felt the need to take off on everyone.
But still, I hope it isn't true.
At the very best...ICU.
I hope someone updates me on what's happening soon.
Thing is...I don't feel much at all.
Sunday, December 3, 7:49 p.m.
Never trust the devil rum.
Saturday, December 2, 12:31 p.m.
And then Deepak said...
"I was pretty bummed that she was a freakin fornicator."