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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Friday, May 20, 10:49 a.m.
music: Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell
mood:
I'm not really used to writing in this thing anymore. Its been awhile.
Changed the colours a bit from my old journal...but other then that it's basically the same. I just got sick of all the white.
I can't really think of anything to say. Everything is basically the same.
Last night I hung out with Craig again, that was nifty.
In art I'm working on this stupid crayon and water colour thing...I definately suck goat balls at water colour...hate it with a passion.
Oh well, I don't really care if it turns out. I'm pretty sure I have enough pieces done for the first part of my portfolio...hopefully soon I can at least start on the second part.
My favorite drink in the world right now is Strawberry jelly juices. They're so nummy.
I'm getting pretty excited, it's like...a month or so until I move to Saskatoon. It's something I want to do, and something I don't want to do all at the same time.
But the summer should be fun. I'll be starting my belly dancing up again and I'll be starting up my real fire dancing training (yay! fire!) with Victoria. I'll probably be starting Japanese lessions sometime closer to when school will start back up again. School is what I'm really nervous about. Going to a new place in gr.12 is going to kinda suck for awhile. Everyone is concerned with things other than a random new person by that time. Everyone basically has their groups. Oh well, I'm meeting more and more people from S'toon so even if I have no friends at school it's ok.
I guess that's basically it.
It's crazy to think that in a month I'll have moved cities, and in a year I'll be in Japan...Eee...
