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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Wednesday, June 29, 7:40 p.m.
music: Lisa Germano - From A Shell
mood: 
I'm brain dead.
Alright, so last night me and the ladies all got piss drunk at Bunks place.
Well there was many other people there as well...
Why? It was the Scott Aftergrad kinda deal...a small aftergrad.
I drank a bottle of vodka...I got two hours of sleep.
It was rad!
I'm extremely tired right now, so tiiired.
Craig met a shitload more of my friends, he bonded with Jordan because they both wish they were Lil'Jon. I bonded with some girl I don't know because we were DRUNK.
Me and Kiaro stumbeled around basically the whole night taking retarded pictures, calling each other and everyone else "baby" telling people we loved them...falling down.
Mee and Craig went to pick up Chantelle from Tim Hortons and it was rainting...I went without shoes of course. When I left, Bunk wasn't drunk. When I got back I hear this "BABY!!!!" and Bunk comes squealing up to me and hugs and rosey cheeked.
It was awsome.
I put my hand in Jordans pukey water though, and I didn't even care. Washed it off good. I then comforted him while he vomited more. And Coltin laughed at him and told him to WALK IT OFFFF!!!!
Jeff was there, that was cool. He used to be in my art class, Jamie and Ashley used to call him the Mysterious Man. Haha. What craziness.
I have his e-mail address...but I can't read it because he wrote it when he was drunk as a skunk.
This Chris Watson guy was trying to talk me into taking a job on a train...it was weird now that I think about it. Really strange.
I kissed everyone goodbye...hahahah.
Then me and Craig took off, saw Justin for a bit, he was drunk too. He sang me a Mindless Self Indulgence song and I have him my last shot of vodka. Then we took a picture and that was that.
I had roughly 3 hours of sleep...then me and Craig went to get the stitches out of his hand, only to find out it's infected and he needs medicine...
We came back to my house and slept for an hour or two more then made pasta. It was damn fine pasta.
Rebecca wants to do mush on Canada Day. I don't know if that'll be happening though. I have no money bah. Otherwise I would go an hallucinate with some fireworks. Weeee. And play with my glitter jar and be all like, "Whoooa my hands are growing maaaan *giggles nervously*"
Cierra is all about wanting me to go out tonight...but so are JayJay and Craig...frankly I'm wayyyy to lazy for this.
I think I'll just settle back, watch The Notebook and eat food.