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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Saturday, June 11, 8:36 p.m.
music: No siirrrr, watching Pilot Guides. Seeeexy.
mood: 
I'm really lonely right now. I miss people...I think it's because I know that soon I'll be away from everything I know. The idea of moving is kind of becoming a reality. And it makes me lonely.
I don't know what's going to happen, who's going to stick around. It's weird...things used to be so normal.
Also, I'm suddenly in a possition where I'm emotionally vulnerable...I guess that's what you'd call it. I'm in a place where someone could potentially hurt me very badly. It's a scary thought because that's generally not the case. Usually I'm all...mean. Hah. I don't know.
It's stupid but I get sad thinking that I finally found someone who REALLY matters and now I have to leave.
Up until this point I have spent my whole life planning to leave. Dreaming of picking up and taking off, starting fresh, getting away from everyone and everything I know. Simply because I didn't have much to stay for...And now I have a reason to stay and all these plans are made that can't be stopped...and I have to leave.
I mean, I'm sure it'll turn out fine and I'm just being paranoid. I just think it's funny that this is how things are going.
I finally get my wish of leaving behind everything...and suddenly I don't want it so much.
 | You scored as Angry Eye. You are the angry eye. You hate most people in genral but if you could only pick one thing to hate...it would b those effing preps.
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