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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Wednesday, October 12, 5:32 p.m.
mood: SASSY!
music: Mindless Self Indulgence
Alright man, I GET the whole being upset at getting dumped thing. I really do. It's the shits, blah blah blah.
But SUCK it UP princess. At least save SOME of your dignity. Calling names like "heartbreaker"...guess what. They don't mean shit to me. I made the choice to break up with you a loooong time ago. Why? Because you're childish. And you can't get your own life in order which isn't that hard to do when you're living at home and going to school. I guess it should've been no suprise that you couldn't keep a relationship in order, or that when it finally fell apart you'd go pouting and whining around. Making cheap accusations. But honestly...
Bringing JJ into it was too much. And that fact that he was WILLING to get into it is just...sad.
I mean, a 22 year old guy threatening to get his FRIENDS to kick some little girls ass? Lets look at this now...first of all. How sleazy is that? A 22 year old guy threatening a teenage girl with bodily harm.
AND HOW BIG OF A PUSSY ARE YOU!? Not even threatening to do it YOURSELF. Jesus fucking christ. That is sad.
And then not even being able to admit that the things you said were threats? Even worse. I mean, it was pretty straight up. "You should see how much you hurt Craig. I hurt people who hurt my friends." and don't even get me started on how fucking cheesy that is. Who do you think you are, Scarface? Go fucking die.
But that is a threat. I know you went to Cochrane and all, but come on. Are you completely fucking retarded? Can you not recognize that that's a threat?
And then, when the lovely, brilliant JayJay is going back on being a big tough hardcore guy he goes, "If I was beign serious you would've gotten your ass kicked by now." You don't know where I live. You don't know anyone in Saskatoon. And honestly. No...just no. I know all your friends, and none of them would beat a girl. Not even if you payed them. Not that you ever have money you coked out piece of shit.
Ok, that's it. I have to stop now. That ranting is getting too hate filled.
