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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Saturday, November 26, 2:41 p.m.
It's getting closer to Christmas time. I just made my list...well, it's not really a list. It's more of an e-mail describing the type of stuff that I like, and giving links.
The family insists, otherwise I'll be shot dead.
It doesnt really feel like Christmas. I don't feel like I'm with my family.
I don't see the people I live with as family. I don't see my mom as family. Pretty much the only one that I really consider family is my sister.
She wont be around though.
I've gotten more bad news about alot of my friends from Regina.
One has a damaged liver due to drinking. She's 17. She isn't going to quit because she thinks it's stupid.
2 more people commited suicide.
One of my best friends since gr.7 is smoking crack. He was practically my brother, and now I'm waiting for him to die.
Another is addicted to cocaine now, just like her mom.
She's also joined the army of the Eraser Heads.
Everyone's doing E and Acid.
Everyone is doing coke.
Crack, meth and heroin are starting to rise up.
I think Sara said it best when she said, "No one else I know has a shoebox full of programs from all the funerals that took place in the past month."
Number of people to quit doing drugs that I know? 3. That's including myself.
That's it.
