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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Wednesday, March 15, 6:30 p.m.
phil says:
hey does andrew still live with you?
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
No. But he's here now. Vegetating in the basement
phil says:
whats he up to these days?
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
Absolutely nothing.
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
He vegetates.
phil says:
i wonder if he'd be the type to stalk people
phil says:
he seems like he could pull that off
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
He wasn't even capable of making himself canned soup.
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
He's way to lazy to stalk someone.
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
That would involve caring.
phil says:
hell, you say that like its some small feat
phil says:
the soup thing
phil says:
i can totally sympathise with that
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
Being completely useless must be a guy thing.
phil says:
aaaaaahaha
phil says:
hahahha
phil says:
its not so much that as i'm nearly impartial to food, so I'm not really willing to go out of my way for it
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
So it's more like an advanced form of laziness.
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
Like AIDS to HIV
phil says:
well, kind of....i'd go more with supreme complacency
phil says:
you have such a beatiful way of putting things.... you should be some sort of poet or something.... i'd bet money you could induce suicide
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
Hahahahahaha
::eilla:: || i'm a nihilist raised on violence || says:
I do my best.
phil says:
ti shows, it really does
