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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Saturday, October 7, 2:06 a.m.
So I've been pretty lazy with the posting...I think it has something to do with the whole not having a life thing.
But here we go, time to update.
So one of the guys I work nights with, or used to because now he's on days...totally had a Jesus outburst at me. It was quite hilarious.
He totally tried to convert me on my break. And let me tell you, he was barking up the wrong tree. It was like 3am and I had just finished kicking the shit out of a photocopier that ate a whole pack of paper and burnt my hand.
Thankfully, the other nightcrew guy came in and saved me because he's a heathen bastard as well. It was glorious.
Emily and I survived our two nights alone, it was not easy but we did it. It's annoying because we were thrown into a situation that we were totally unprepared for and everyone knew that. But whatever, it was good learning.
I have a long weekend this weekend and apperantly another one next...don't know how I managed that. My hours will probably be cut back a little bit more until Emily leaves nights. We're getting another lady from cash to come onto nights, she's pretty cool and I'm going to like having her to work with. She was really fun on cash.
Tonight I went for a Thanksgiving dinner at Phils moms house. It was pretty grand. Iris is SUCH a good cook. Awe and I got to see Nugget, he's such a little bastard. And I mean little, definately a runt. But so cute. I definately miss him.
My big thing for this week was I bought my first magazine since moving here. I was in diiiiire need of pretty pictures, and oh this one delivered. So many nice shoes. I could die.
These days all I can think about is university and why I'm going into what I'm going into.
I had these huge plans for design and art...and I still want to go that way...And now I'm considering doing that. But it's such a hard choice to make, and it's scary.
Ahhh I don't know what to do.
Next week I get paid.
WOOO MONEY.
