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“There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall,
so many laws to keep you from experience.
All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy,
stifling state in which most people pass through life.
I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride.
All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die.
I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow.
I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun -
hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.
People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case."
I will turn and say to them
"It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job,
cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive.
For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that.
For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!"
And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.”
-Henry Rollins
w.o.r.d.s.
Saturday, March 31, 6:51 a.m.
I have NO voice.
None. At all. Not even a raspy croaky sound. I am completely incapable of making noise.
I've been sick for the week, I though I was getting better though.
And then all of a sudden today, after job hunting (and getting) I lose my voice.
I don't feel too sick but this still sucks.
I'm going to the doctor tomorrow because I think I need some pharmaceutical assistance with the healing process
Normally I would just let this beastly cold run its course but unfortunately I do not have much time this week or the next and I have a feeling I'll get worse if I don't get some antibiotics to kill the mother fucker germs.
As for the lack of voice I'm just not talking and I'm drinking lemon water.
My throat is still rather sore and the gland on my neck is swollen because of it, but slowly it's kind of going down. At least it doesn't hurt to move my head anymore.
I need to pick up some coldFX one of these days too.
Maybe I'll do that after a visit to the doctor.
I still can't believe that in two more weeks I'll no longer be an employee at Staples.
I will miss it, but I'm still really excited.
And I'll be a part of the land of the living.
YAY! No more night crew!!!
